Hadn't been visiting my own blogspot for a period of time
I felt so strange visiting my blog once again

Life has alot of choices
There is no right or wrong choices
Or whether the choice made is a good choice or a bad one
I believed its all depend on how a person perform its choice
We are forced sometime to make certain choices
When choice were made, there is no turning back
All we can do is to move forward

Life has been different for me
Going to a new environment
Making new friends
Adapting to the unfamiliar surroundings
Learning how to take things lightly
Behave like a young adult
Accept what is given to me
Appreciate what people did for me
To forgive and forget the past
Love the people around me
Not to take things for granted
BUT sometimes we can't just forget and forgive

School had started for me 2 weeks ago at SIM
Trying to stay attentive for every lessons even thought my lecture is 3 hrs duration
Reminding myself I have to work hard and get the results that I wanted
Never going back to what I did for my poly life
This is what I promised myself for 1.5 years at Uni

One month plus from now
He will be in his camp
I really hope that day will never come

Enjoy and cherish what I have now
As you never know what might happen the next minute
It might be gone and never be back
Or it will be there forever

Things don't just drop from the sky
We have to work hard to get what we deserved

Once in the blue moon
He actually asked me to go out not other way round
Wake up quite early as I couldn't sleep anymore

We went all the way to The Cathay to watch "Terminator salvation"
I had lunch alone as he wasn't hungry
Didn't managed to get the Free MacDonald cup
So pissed off
Just because I ordered student meal Upsize?
So weird?!?

I found a job at United Square
Selling kids stuff
The lady boss seems nice when I met her during the interview
Hope she is nice

I wanted to dye my hair
The hair colour has faded off and black hair coming up
To prevent any damages to my hair
I think I will just dye the black hair and keep the rest

Just hope that he will wake up soon
Then I can ask him to go with me to Bishan
To get my hair done!

Had been slacking at home for the past one week

Managed to clean my room and pack my stuff

I got nothing to update about my life at home

So I have decided to post some of the pictures taken here and there

I have been really bored and lazy nowadays
I really got nothing to do at home
Got no job
Got no school
Got no him

He found a job at Causeway point before going to army on sept
Which means I will be alone at home everyday
OMG

I seriously give up in searching for job already
Waiting for him to give me money

I am seriously so broke till I can really go and die
How?
Where can get money from?

Had been going for job interviews this whole weeks
And I can say it is really tiring to travel around for interview and to look for jobs
People are hiring full-timers more than they are hiring for part-timers
Especially for me this kind who can't commit for long-term
As I will be going to University by end of this year

This happened to him too
Hard to search for job for him who is waiting for army
Also to look for a job that he likes

Cash is like running really low for me
I need a job soon
I don't even dare to go out (Shopping)
As I was too afraid to see anything I like or wish to buy
So it will be better than I stayed at home and rot

I had been watching movies with him
Still waiting for new movies..

Counting down to my driving test
14 days

What's wrong with my Blog?
I can't even change my Blogskin!

Have been trying hard to look for job
But still no news currently
Hope that in the coming days, I will be able to find a job

Tomorrow will be me and him, officially 3 years together
How are we going to celebrate our "big day"?
No matter what I will be happy as long as I'm with him
That's all its matters!
I hope this is what he thinks thats too

We have been wondering where to go for the past few days
but still haven really make a decision yet
Both of us wanted to try something 'new' for this year anniversary

I'm still thinking what am I going to wear tomorrow?
Which dress to wear?
Or to a top with jeans?
haha..

Went for a express manicure just now with him
but I think I got cheated again!
The manicure cost $5.oo but I paid $7
because the lady recommend me to apply the fast drying top coat
so that my nail polish will last longer and also my nail colour won't fade off!
Then I realised I got cheated!
Oh my.
stupid me.

I sweared next time I go for manicure I won't get cheat again!
Haiz...

Like him today..
Hate him Yesterday
Miss him the day before
Love him forever
Happiness tomorrow

Life had been bad and sucks for me this week!
I thinks I quarrelled with almost everyone around me
Seriously what's wrong with me?
I also don't know
Just having a seriously mood swing with myself?
What's am I thinking?
Everything just don't go well?!
So I have made a desision that was to stay at home alone for the next whole week!

Help me?!

First of all, I got a big pimple on my left hand side of my face!
It is supperly obvious..
OMG!
I just hope it will get away soon as I have waiting for it to disappear everyday.
But every morning I checked, it is still there on my face. OH..

Yesterday was a working day for me, whole day at Suntec
I realised that I didn't really enjoy my holiday so far..
Haven't been going out lately, not even for shopping..
Slack at home for the whole day when I'm not working
Meet BB for lunch or sometimes dinner
Or I will cook for him if I have the mood
Glad that everything I cooked, he managed to finish it
HaHa

Now waiting for him to wake up so that we could go for a lunch
or maybe catch a movie
Don't know what time he will wake up?

He had been telling me to quit my job!
But I quite like job because of the freedom nature of the job
The reason he gave me to quit my job was he want me to spend
more time with him as he is going to army soon!
Seriously, I don't think he will be going in so soon as so far he has yet to receive any letter
This boy of mine sometimes seriously need to scold!

Driving really makes me stressed..

This week had been a pretty lazy week for me.
I only get to work one day for this whole week which means I'm earning lesser:(
Stupid me, bought a new ps3 game for him and now he is into the game than me!
Thought of buying a game for him is because he is bugging at me than I got no time for him
When I go work, he got nothing to do at home plus I wasn't there with him
This silly boy really knows my weak point and thus attacked at my weakest point

As mentioned, I worked only one day on Monday then for the rest of the days went over to his house to watch television alone in the living room with the company of his dog
While he is busying killing some stupid monsters in his room
Haiz

I have finally cleared all my stages for driving, now having revision on both the circuit and test routes
But I'm quite stressed up as I couldn't remember the steps, safety checks and etc.......
I got to buck up!
Wish me luck!

I had gotten back my results this Wednesday, quite pleased with my this semester result but still it doesn't help much in pulling up my cumculative results.
Over is over.

Just now went out to meet up with BB at causeway point to photocopy my certificates as I needed to send to the various Uni.
So troublesome.

Tomorrow will be a working day for me at Suntec again
While my dear boy will be playing his new game at home
So unfair!

Can't wait for my 3rd year anniversary to come..
Don't know whether that silly boy of mine will plan any LOvely surprises for me?
Or it will be like a usual day which I sure will get superly mad..

Will be getting my final semester results on this coming Wednesday
I'm so scared and not totally not looking forwards for it..

On wednesday,BB with his father went to rent a car at a car rental shop somewhere around AMK Ave 4
He rented for 3 days because there is a promotion ongoing
He drove home after together with his father while waiting for me to end work
At first wanted to ask him to come CityHall to fetch me but I was worried for him so I decided to meet him at AMK station instead
I was so proud of my dear boy..

However, we didn't got to go to many places because of time contraints.Haha. I still enjoyed being drove by Him, Mr Tan Yi Siang! The second time will be my turn to drive you around. You just wait for me!

I was touched by his words'
When he suddenly asked me, "Whether I'm happy now?"
I was like so puzzled and lost
Why wouldn't I be happy?, I replied him.
As long as I'm with you, I'm happy
Except when you did things that pissed me off!
So I asked him back the same question, "Are you happy now?"
He replied, "If you are happy then I'm happy too!"
That's my boy.

The boy who Always do or say the unexpected stuff that will caught you unexpected!

Have been waking up early lately, going to work or going for driving lesson.
I'm so tired and always looking for a day which I could just sleep as long as I want

I'm slowly adapting to the push cart work environment
Getting to know some of friends who helped me to tend the my push cart
while I go toilet or to buy food
Also, BB without failed will come to fetch me from work
But I expected that one day, he will starts to complain about coming to fetch me!
BB, still looking for tuition job but no news at all.
Tried calling the tuition agent that Jing Ting and Qiu Yun, the results were the same.
How?
Anymore tuition agency to recommend?

I only be working for one day this day, hehe..
But having driving lesson for two days..
At least got two days for me to rest and wake up slightly later than usual.

Wanted to catch a movie after my driving lesson, cancelled it because it was pouring so heavily.
Furthermore, my shoes were all wet and the feeling of soaking my feet in the shoes, eeeee!

Today was my first day of work~!
Everything was kind of "fine" to me
Able to handle customers' enquiry
Doing my stuff to kill time as I have alot of free time working at the push cart

My boy was acting "nice' by volunteered himself to send me to work
He also came to fetch me from work at around 8.30pm to accompany me before my work ends at 9.30pm sharp
Love the little things he do for me~!

Tomorrow was a off day for me..
Horray..
Will likely to go for a movie
But I would to go for shopping if that boy don't mind going with me

Exams were over!
Kind of slow and fast too
Haven really got the mood to read up for Uni stuff
But have to do it fast as there is deadline for the application

Now at home waiting for Ys to meet me for dinner and also go Amk to collect my book
I wondered where is he now?
Still in school playing soccer?
Totally no contact from him!
Haiz, guys will never know how does it feel like when their Gf is waiting for them

Monday will the official day for me to report to work
While my dear Ys will go out with his friends to play lan
Guys never know how their Gf feels when they go for work while they are enjoying out!

Also don't know whether this boy of mine will come and fetch me after my work?
Don't know he will still remember that he promised to buy me, my favorite bubble tea later?
But even he never fetch me or buy bubble tea for me, he is still the boy I loved.
Guy never know how much their Gf loves them and how they wanted their Bf to dote and love them!

Have been trying hard to study and prepare for the exams
But my mind like already in a holiday mood
No mood for study although I really tried to force myself to start to read up on the notes

Oh my, what should I do?
Have a sudden crazy idea of going for a movie marathon
I have never been before!
Shall discuss this crazy plan with ys later?!

Have not been blogging lately
I was really busy rushing for all the projects and presentations
Hope that I can do well this time round as more efforts had been put
Everything had came to an ending point
No more projects anymore, no more presentation, no more class, no SP

On the last official day in SP, there were no sad feelings, no regrets, nothing unusual happened
Everyone just packed their bags and walked out of the class-some to library? some went station? some don't know where to go?

Where am I supposed to go after SP? I seriously like got no idea at all! What should I do? Whatever it is I am sure going to enjoy myself first! Also to spend the last few months with Ys before he is going to army this year! This stupid boy will be going into the army like 2 months earlier than the normal intake as he failed his NAFA test. Oh My..

But this boy of mine certainly had made me proud of him! He managed to pass his driving test!
I was so worried for him on Monday when he went for his TP in the morning. I was like praying hard for him that everything will be easy for him. I think my pray had been answered, everything was kind of easy for him. He got a very friendly tester and lucky him, he picked a easy test route. Haha. Lucky Boy.

Hope that when is my turn for TP, I will also get a friendly tester and a easy test route. I will pray extremely hard for it.

After the 3 papers I had yesterday, Ys and I went for a movie at causeway point to sort of relax our mind after a long day. We watched "The curious case of Benjamin Button", the story plot was interesting and cool. This movie was recommended by my friend, Jeanne and indeed just like she had said 'It was a nice and worth money movie!" The show was 3 hours long!

2 more papers to go before I can officially say "Good Bye" to SP.
All the best for myself la..

Today is already almost a week after Chinese New Year!

Time Really fly very fast !

During Chinese Year eve, had a reunion meal at home with my family members as well as Mr Tan!

It was still early then, I did a spring cleaning for my room and wash some of my new clothes and all this can be done in just a short time is because of my great helper, Mr Tan. At night, My father together with me and my sister drove to Marina Square to walk walk while Mr Tan went home for his reunion dinner with his relatives.

On first day of New year, wake up like 8.30am then slack abit around before I went to bathe and prepared myself for new year! Normally the first of new year we don't house visiting as I don't have much relatives' house to visit. So my family will just some of "Hot" temples in Singapore! Came home during evening time had dinner with my family and sort of resting at home.

Then at night time, Mr Tan came to find me and had his dinner at my house. He joined my family to go Loyang temple somewhere at Changi there to see see. Home sweet Home..

On the second day, went to down to orchard to have our "second reunion" meal with my family and also with Mr Tan. If I'm not wrong, we went to East Ocean restaurant. Had our so called lunch there till like 4pm plus then went straight my ah ma house, this is where all my relatives will be there. Had a small gamble in which I won like $4 bucks..haha

50 minutes to New Year..
Wishing everybody a happy Chinese New Year!

Just came back from Marina not long ago. I went there with my papa and sister to kill time.haha..Today my family had our reunion dinner at home together with a new member, Mr Tan. We ate steamboat with fried rice till all of us had a bloated stomach filled with all the food inside!

The reunion meal kind of warm and cute feelings, everyone sit around the table having meal together. Hope this kind of family gathering could happen more often!

I got to go start doing my project..
Enjoy everyone in this new year..

Today meet up with Mr Tan after school cause I wanted him to accompany me to thread my eyebrow.haha. Also, the reason I wanted him to go is because he recognise the lady who helped me to thread my eyebrow the last time! I preferred that lady better than the others.
He even paid for me!

After that went to CityHall to meet up with my mummy and sister to shop for my new shoes. While Mr Tan went home first as he was very tired to go shopping with us. We shopped around City Link which I managed to buy a pair of heels from Charles and Keith.

Went to Bugis as I promised to bring my mummy for a full body massage at Lifespa! As I got a voucher from Citigems when I bought a pair of earrings there. However, for full body massage I got to top up $8 which Mr Tan insisted to pay for my mummy before he went home just now! Mr Tan really knows how to act man!

When my mummy goes for the massage for around 1 hr, my sister and I walked around Bugis street but nothing to buy there. Have dinner at Yoshinoya then home sweet home.

Tomorrow morning, Mr Tan is coming my house to follow my mummy and I to the market and also helped to do some house cleaning.hehe. Free labour. Poor Boy!
Hope that tomorrow will be a nice day!

Chinese New Year is coming in 2 days!

Yesterday night went to Causeway Point with my father and sister as my father wanted to buy his new year clothes..But in the end, my father bought me a Levi jeans! Woooohooo..

Didn't really shop as most of the shops were closing..We went there like 9pm then after I tried a few pairs of jeans, its like already 9.30pm..haha.. Which my father didn't really get to buy his clothes.

I'm now rushing my project like mad as I plan to sort of finish everything before new year..
But I think is not possible with the current speed of completing my project.

New year is coming soon...

Went out to town for the whole day to shop for my sister, me and also my mummy new year stuff.It was so tiring! We walked all the way from Takashimiya to Hereen and back to Takashimiya then walked to Wheelock and took train to Plaza Singapora! Luckily Mr Tan was with us today, he is our full time helper!haha.He helped us to carry all the bags and also helped to choose some of clothes..hehe.. He is a very good boy today! Keep up the good job! Love you so much...

Was a wonderful outing today except some unhappiness happened that caused me to tear abit in the public! Since it was over which I don't want to mention it anymore.

Finally, I bought two sets of clothes for new year which both are dresses.Easier to match and sort of cheaper than buying a top and bottom. But I couldn't find any shoes to buy, it like the colour I want sold out or last pair. Haiz. Got to try my luck in the few days to hunt for a pair of shoes.

Projects are still killing me right now!
So many undone parts of the projects waiting for me to complete.
I really have no mood now to do projects, I wanted to enjoy the festival freely and nothing about school work in my mind!

Have been very busy lately with all the projects and presentations..
Just hope that everything can end soon.

Chinese new year is coming in a week time, I'm really looking forward to it..
Can buy new clothes and shoes, go shopping like mad and eat new year food like crazy..haha
Also, this year will a "special" year as Mr Tan will be offically as my BoyFriend joining my family for this coming chinese new year. Everything works well?!

Haven been going for new year shopping due to heavy and unfinished workload. Tomorrow I'm going to free myself from all the projects and will be going out with my mummy, sister and Mr Tan to town to shop..Hopefully I can buy some nice clothes and shoes for New Year?!

Just now went to dye my hair with Mr Tan at my mummy's friend house. The colour of hair still look the same as usual lo..Like no different?! Oh, Mr Tan also dyed his hair too.. I think he look better with coloured hair.

After the hair session, we went to AMK hub to walk walk and see see. I bought a dark blue dress and a few of plain T-shirts, while Mr Tan bought a pair of shoes. A unexpected shopping at AMK?! As I don't expect to buy anything there in the beginning.

Wanted to catch Ponyo Ponyo the movie, but was already no more! So Sad.. I really wanted to watch that animation..

I am now super fucking angry over that Tan Yi Siang..
Who the hell he thinks he is!
He can't even protect me from getting hurts and disappointment.
Still dare to scold me unreasonable!

I will never forget what his "idiot friend" said about me which I found on Christmas day itself.
I hate him, idiot..
I really want to confront that "idiot person" now!
I will make him take back his bloody words!
So, better don't let me met him on the street one day!

Why can't YiSiang understand how I felt?
Is his bloody friends so important to him?
Then what about me?
What am I to him?

Whatever la, I just hate his friends..

Sunday was my mummy's birthday!
Actually wanted to surprise mummy with the cake bought for her, but she was too smart for the surprised! In the end, I got to tell her the truth that YiSiang was going to buy the cake for her and bring it to my house and also coming my house for lunch cum dinner..haha..

So during noon time, I took bus to Woodlands to meet up with YiSiang to choose the cake together. YiSiang wanted to buy the cake for my mummy as her present but my father wanted to pay for the cake. Nevermind, still thinking what to buy for my mummy!

Seeing YiSiang and my mummy could mix well with each other, I felt delighted and all the suffers were worth it! Looking back in the past when my mummy just found out that I got a bf, she was so angry and insisted that I should break up! And all the quarrels and unhappiness are all over now.. My mummy has slowly started to accept YiSiang as my bf and sort of has confidence in him that he will treat me well? I hope so la..

Just wish that things will get better in the coming year! Jia You..
Still got a long way to go before reaching the final moment!

That Mr Tan still cannot make it to the final moment lo... He still got alot to improve on himself and I think this also applies to me as well? hehe..

Promise to be your sweet gf that you will ever wish for this new year!
Well, lets look forward to it..

I got the Christmas Present from YiSiang...Was soooo happy..
Thanks BB...
Love the present like mad, Promise will take good care of it and will not lose it..
As for his present yet to come soon..

This is the first week of school, but many things to be done..
Presentation
Projects
Discussion
It is also the last Semester of my Polytechnic school life..
Shall not complain any further of having tons of works to do..

Today is a brand new year, 2009..
Wishing everyone, A Happy New Year and a Blissful year ahead.
I didn't really celebrate new year yesterday..
No plan made, no new year resolutions, no count down, no party....
BUT, I felt blissed to be with the person you love together on the very day..
I am not alone!
Although, we didn't have any form of new year celebration, as long as we are together it does not make any different to me!
Just hope everything will remain as it is now for the brand new year!
Or change for the better and to understand each other better perhaps.
Let work hard together!