Haiz..Waiting alone in Library for Yi Siang to return back from his Math test..I am super boring now..Have doing to do!!Forget to bring my tutorial to school today if not I can do my tutorial rather than staring at the screen..Also now I am super tired and sleepy..Wanna to sleep now but later have to Go Little India to do my Project..Actually I am quite scared of going there..Somemore I have to go to the temple..So scary ..Maybe have to cancel the trip cause I cant contact my friend..Dont know where is she..Send her so many SMSs but she never even reply one back..Finally she reply my SMS..
What a stupid day for me!!!If can I really wish that I can now shout out loud in the Library..Where is everybody??I am like so alone??Where is all my Friends??Busy with your stuff??I hate being alone..I think I just want to celebrate my birthday alone..I dont need anyone to accompany.....

Later going to Little India again..Sian lo..Cause last time did not do much for project so have to go there again to find more informations..The experience at Little India was scary as those Indian guy will stared at you as if like you are not human..Somemore last time I and my friend went there only 2 person of us..Both of us were very mad about our Boyfriends as they dont want to accompany us to go..But for extra information,my Yi Siang cannot go is because he got to go his friend house to study for his exams.Haha.. As for my friend, Fiona she was like totally pissed off till she kept complaining all the way without stopping. She even said it is her Boyfriend dont love her anymore, she feel very "xin ku" as she dont know what to do?She thought that her Boyfriend will come to find her after he had finished working but this did not happen..This was so funny lo..Actually the fact that she missed her Boyfriend and wanted to meet him..Fiona do you know you really love your Boyfriend alot that why you care about such small things and feeling "xin ku".But she dont dare to ask him..Aiyo..This girl ahhh..HE is your Boyfriend la..Haha..I purposely highlighted in green for you..I am such a nice and sweet girl right..
So today,my friend and I have insist asking our boyfriends to go with us..As no matter how,today we have to get everything done by today!!Cause the deadline of our project is on Friday..

Time really flies super fast for me..I haven even enjoyed my E-learning week,I have realised today already the last three days of the week le..How?I still haven started doing my projects and not yet completed my E-learning assignments..I still feeling tired Cause I dont sleep much this week lo..Haiz..Really hate E-learning week,although dont have to go school for the whole week but have alot of assignments to be completed by this week.I rather have normal school days whereas I can still have more time to slack and enjoy my life lo.HAHA..
Later in the noon,I will be meeting my friend Fiona to discuss about our projects stuff..So later have to travel to orchard to get some information by interviewing some salesperson there..To my surprise,yesterday she told me she bought me a spongebob square pen..So happy..Haha..
Has anyone watch Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End ??Feel like watching it but I was afraid it is not worth to watch..Yi Siang told me the movie is like 3hours long??Aiyo then i must catch the early show on the noon le..That all for today..

Every Year hoping that my birthday will be fun and a memorable one. But it did not happened, every year I stayed at home and stared at the wall alone..This is TRUE!!, dont think that I am trying to make it sound like I so poor thing or what. So let see my this coming birthday will there be any surprise for me.=)HAHA.. Actually I was quite sad and sian whenever my birthday falls on weekends as i cant go out..My mummy still dont allow me to go out with friends on weekends.:( This year my birthday falls on Sunday.OH MY!!! Have to pre-celebrate my birthday again for this year.Aiyo..
Yesterday after school I accompany Yi Siang to go home as he was not feeling well..He was having a slight fever,but dont know why I look more haggard than him..As if I was the one who is having fever..HAHA..Then I went to Sun Plaza alone to buy lunch and panadol for him.I was so stupid that I brought not enough money to panadol and food.So on my way to Sun Plaza,I praying hard
that I could met someone I know and borrow money from that person. Guess what!! I met Jun Jie and the first thing I said to him is "Can you lent me $2.00"..I think he was like shocked of my action..:)haha..So kind of him as he lent the $2.00.. Thus I managed to complete my task in the end..To Jun Jie,I will return your $2.00 to you de..Dont worry..

HaHa..This week quite busy to update my blog cause I almost everyday reached home like 8 plus then after I went to bath and finished completing my tutorials the time is already very late le.So I do not have the time to switch on my computer to write my blog..This week I really feeling very tired and sleepy like almost every single day of this week..But luckily next week is E-Learning and I dont have to go school for the whole week.I must really a design a "time table" which I can sleep well for the whole week as my eyes bags are getting worse than before and my dark circle is coming back again!!OH My...Hate my eye bags!!Hope that my eye bags will disappear one day..So if you gals want to meet for next week,I will be free..Remember to ask me out or go eat lunch/dinner or even breakfast..
On wednesday,I skipped my GEMS to go watch the 28 weeks movie after school.Haiz..I have already skipped my GEMS like 3 times..Will I receive warning letter sooner or later??HaHa..I went watched that movie with 3 couples which includes my Yi Siang too..28 weeks was quite scary with all the bloody scenes..But the movie has no ending!!I cant even understand some of the parts of that movie..
YEAH..For all the people who read my blog!!! "MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON"...For more Information:mY birtHday falls on 10 June 2007.But I cant go out on that day..Sob Sob..CAre to go out to sort of celebrate my birthday and gathering?Please leave a tag in my tag box to give a reply whether anyone want go out anot?If the outing is in popular demand then I will further plan the date and place..If not then NVm..I will celebrate my birthday MYSELF..Sob Sob..

Actually I wanted to contiune the last bit of my entry at night but something poped out in the evening which caused me to postpone.On Friday, my dear friend,Su Ling called me and started to cry soon after I said "Hello" to her. Of course I was shocked and puzzled at that moment, and she told me her ex-boyfriend had a new GirlFriend.I was like what the hell is that? So super fast to have a new Girlfriend after a broke up with another Girl?What kind of Guy he is?He had not even settled the problem with his ex-Girlfriend and he is so happily dating, hanging out,or even having SEX with his new girlfriend..How can he do that to that poor Su Ling who was crying alomst everyday for him and to a extreme she even willing to sacrifice her life for him!!!
However, what can we do?We can only do our part as friend to console her and talk to her as much as we could.That poor Su Ling however chose to ignore everything we told her and wanted to continue to care for him till her ex-boyfriend could finally find back his feeling for her.Is she being silly and foolish for doing all this? She told me, she will do anything for him just to get him back to her side..Is this worth doing for a guy who dump you with this kind of reason,"My feeling have faded for you, and I have found a girl who suit me better than you." I have no stand to say anything whether is worth it or is she being silly and out of her mind to do all this stuff cause I have not experience it before.Maybe when I have counted this, I will be more worse and extreme than Su Ling. As if I have give in so much of effort and everything for him and in returns this is what I got back!!!
When will that Su Ling wake up and walk out of this mess and continue with her life? I am afraid she is still trapped in the world of "Jenson"..Do Su Ling a slap to wake you up?
Another thing I wanted to discuss with my another friend is have you learn any lesson from Su Ling case?Do you realise your condition is quite similar to Su Ling?As for you,you also put in alot of effort on him too..You even stayed at his house for like almost everyday..Can I ask you why You wanted to stay at his house while you have your house too? Please dont tell me is because of playing game?If that is the answer,then can I ask you is your future more important or game is more impaortant??I have always wanted to ask you but just that I dont know how and at the same time I have no courage to ask you. If one day you and him break up what will happen to you?Have you think of this question before? Do you think both you and him can last till the day when he propose to you? He may be your first love but can he be your true love?
Please dont be mad at me when you read this...

heY..so boring now cause I was having my 3 hours break now and I am slaking at computer lab alone..sobsob..So i decided to write my blog since I so free now..Just dropped by at Suling's blog and I found that she had recovered?Or still feeling sad and moody?
From her this break up relationship,I have learned a couple of lessons on her case. I learnt not to put too much love, effort and time on boyfriend as one day you may break up with him and everything is just gone..Nothing is left over for you?Perhaps,a memory for you? But is this a good memory or a bad memory?Like I have always told Yi Siang, if we are not longer staying together anymore I hoped there will be a good memory for me and him..So that both of us will not regret the time we have spent and enjoy together..Will him and I have a good memory for each other?? Am I thinking too far? HaHa..
My time running out now cause there will be a class using this lab..I will continue ToNight if I still remember what I want to write..

Finally i got my first and ever blog...All thank to joanna and xueling for helping me to sort of creating a blog for me..I now still in school waititng for Yi Siang to dismiss so that we can go home together..haha..However i have to wait for him for an hour as he dismiss at 5pm while i dismss at 4pm..Yesterday was quite a special day for me as I actually meet my Vgal at sembawang MOS..We did not do much stuff but just slack at MOS and chit-chat..Yesterday then I found out that I have not been meeting them like very long time..Feeling so bad..Hope that can there will be more outing organised and we can meet up again...
Can I really trust my friends??I really dont know who are my real friends in this world cause I feel like I have no close friends in my life. Maybe alot of people feel and think that I stick to Yi Siang everytime and did not make a effort to contact or to meet up with any of my friends..But who really understand me??To be honest I feel like Yi Siang was not only my boyfriend but also he is my best friend..Is this funny to most of you?Cause whenever I have troubles or not feeling fine,the person be at my side is Yi Siang..That why I am close to him than all my friends I have.. So I am not like sticking to Yi Siang as if there is super glue between me and him but as he is my best friend..I need someone whom I can trust and I can talk to..Thus, to all my friends dont misunderstand me again that I always stick with Boyfriend and dont care about to spend some time with friends...As i really dislike people to say i very stick to Yi Siang or vice versa..