I think my blog is rotting and dying?
I hate all the projects and deadline..
I just feel like I'm dying of stress and pressure..
How I wish I'm born smart so that I don't have to work hard to get the kind of result I want.
Even if I work hard, I can't even get that kind of result..
That's the worse part of my life..

Sometime I was thinking that relationship is a stupid and tiring kind of game that I had ever played. Two persons have to compromise with one another and accept each other flaws. Have to pretend to be happy even though you are not happy deep in your heart! Have to learn to handle your anger and frustration before it get out of hand one day. Have to learn to let go sometime which it is the hardest part of it.
When two persons are together for too long, it is hard to let go and move on. The feeling become not that strong anymore, not that lovely anymore. Think this is what people meant by moving to the next stage of the relationship.
People will starts to find excuses to cover themselves which in the past they will do whatever you want them to do.But now? You have to force and push them in order to get the things you want.
WHY?
Or is it because when you start to love someone, you will ask for more naturally without you realising yourselves? This is when you will start to blame each other for not being understanding towards one another feelings and thoughts. But is asking for more wrong?
I am sick of all this..
But when will I learn to let go??
Will I regret in the future?

I think I'm too stressed up to write all this craps..
I don't even know what I'm writing about..
So don't waste your precious time reading this.

Huiting.

It has quite some time that I have not been updating my blog!
I have been super duper busy nowadays with all my projects on hand, I can't cope it anymore!
I get to sleep only like 1am plus almost every night and my body is telling me "I'm going to fall sick soon". I need my long vacation as soon as possible but still there is still a long way to go man!
With exams, projects and presentations coming around the corner!
Finally make it alive to Friday, but I'm already exhausted to maximum which I only want to sleep!

My next CA2 is on 29 July 2008, still got like 2 weeks more? Haiz..

Going back to continue doing my project..

Finally all the tests are finished last week which I feeling much more relax now.
But projects are coming up..Stress again.Although projects no need to study and memorise texts, still there are alot of research to be done!

To share something happy, I got full mark 50/50 for my Investment Analysis and Finance paper. I'm super happy when my class rap told me on Monday, at first I didn't really take it seriously for what he said but when I got back my paper on Wednesday, its real.. This definitely motivated me to work hard and do well for the next CA which is on 29 July 2008! Fast right? I feel that I had just finished one test and the other one is coming soon!

As for the other two papers, I seriously have no confidence of passing it. Personally, I felt that the two papers was difficult for me.Maybe I wasn't well prepared for the papers like what YS said " study hard not equal to understanding". But still I managed to pass Service Marketing paper although I don't know my result yet. I know I have passed the paper is because I wasn't told to go for the make-up paper which is on today (Friday). I don't think I will score very well for the paper (No hope), perhaps just a pass will do.

As for the other paper, Marketing Communication, hope I can pass that paper as well!

This few days, I was quite moody and bad temper!:(
Me myself also don't know why???
Because my mood swing and temperament change easily resulted I quarrelled with YS almost everyday over some stupid and small stuff that he wanted to break up with me!
Luckily I saved the day by bad for all the things.hehe.

Since school reopen, I have been very tired everyday.I got to wake myself up every morning to school and forced myself to stay up awake during lesson. Yawn..