I think my blog is rotting and dying?
I hate all the projects and deadline..
I just feel like I'm dying of stress and pressure..
How I wish I'm born smart so that I don't have to work hard to get the kind of result I want.
Even if I work hard, I can't even get that kind of result..
That's the worse part of my life..

Sometime I was thinking that relationship is a stupid and tiring kind of game that I had ever played. Two persons have to compromise with one another and accept each other flaws. Have to pretend to be happy even though you are not happy deep in your heart! Have to learn to handle your anger and frustration before it get out of hand one day. Have to learn to let go sometime which it is the hardest part of it.
When two persons are together for too long, it is hard to let go and move on. The feeling become not that strong anymore, not that lovely anymore. Think this is what people meant by moving to the next stage of the relationship.
People will starts to find excuses to cover themselves which in the past they will do whatever you want them to do.But now? You have to force and push them in order to get the things you want.
WHY?
Or is it because when you start to love someone, you will ask for more naturally without you realising yourselves? This is when you will start to blame each other for not being understanding towards one another feelings and thoughts. But is asking for more wrong?
I am sick of all this..
But when will I learn to let go??
Will I regret in the future?

I think I'm too stressed up to write all this craps..
I don't even know what I'm writing about..
So don't waste your precious time reading this.

Huiting.