This is my third entry in a day..HAHA..CAn someone tell me why when I need human being the most I always cant find any?? Is all the people I knew all busy at the this time..Or I'm just being left out by my social world?? Where is all the people?? Now then I know how unpopular I am..I cant even find a friend to go out with me..Already so moody still got a scolding from YiSiang that being unreasonable?Cant he just understand how I feel at this moment before picking on my fault? I only need someone to accompany me go causeway point to buy something also so hard?? After all I'm just a loser with no friends.. When my friends have trouble or problem I will really try my best to be there for her/him..However whenever I need my friends,they will never be there for me? Recently got one friend told me I'm a important friend to her, I really appreciated when I saw the SMS she sent.But when I starts to think further, maybe that person just said it not from bottom of her heart? Maybe if one day I have trouble or Problem there is no one there to concern about me? Will someone care about me?

On thursday night when to Jing's House to meet qiu yun and to have the VGALS meeting..HAHA..I meet them around 8 plus cause I went out with my papa to courts to look at fridge and washing machine as my papa wanted to buy before the GST increases in 1st of July.HAHA..After so many years,finally can buy a new fridge le..PLus so happy that my papa promised me to buy me a oven..WOOHOO>>>So I can bake some cookies or cake when Im free in the holidays..Always wanted to have a oven..

WHAT a stupid photo shots of me..

Im so BORED now alone at home..Staring at the computer doing nothing then thought of maybe I can update my blog and also to vent out my ANGER and SADNESS in my own blog..I know Im again being unreasonable and again broke the promise I have made to you.But I really cant hold my anger and sadness when you left me.I did tried to be more understanding and reasonable that you have your freedom to go out with your own friends..BUT I just cant hide my feelings that I dont wish you to go today.I really BLOODY hated being alone at home.I dared not showed my anger and sadness infront of you so I decided to write it in my blog..As a place for me to vent out whatever I wanted to say and how I feel..Cause I have no one to TALK to expect myself..NOTE: Please Dont Feel Offended When You Read My Blog Entry..Now in mind, I started to imagine I can hit and punch your best friends who some sort cause me in this plight.PLus I will of course scold them why cant they choose the right time to ask you out?Like to cancel last mintue said not free then change to another day..Luckily I didnt plan to go anywhere or do anything in advance IF NOT I will be SUPER SUPPPPPPPPPEEEEEERRRRRRR ANGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everytime your friends can put you plane but ONLY you cannot..
NEXt time if they last mintue cancel the outing and anyhow change to another date..I will make sure I will repay them DOUBLE THE PRICE!! Somemore if the friends dared to say something like: your girlfriend very troublesome,very firece,very unreasonable,very dont what..I will make sure they Say it infront of me..AND if YiSiang dare to go clubbing without my permission or if I cant able to contact him when he go out with friends..I can make sure he is DEAD when I managed to get through him..I will even appear right infront of him..
THE more I say the more I get ANGRY...
EXTREMELY hate being alone..
DOnt know why his friends always asked him out at the wrong time..PLus dont allow me to follow!~! AS if I really want go like that..Is YiSiang wanted me to go with him lo..Said what if HUITING go then the two brother will feel uneasy and shy..I what??MONster??OR look very ugly to them..Hint till so obivous and YiSiang still say never mind..If I dont remember wrong the message was like: I is ok with it if you want to bring huiting go but my gf two brother will feel uneasy and shy..CAn those who read my blog tell me is it obvious?? Dont want to mention the main guy character name lo if not YiSiang sure will scold me and be very mad at me..BUt if you guys read carefully you should who Im talking..

Having tests for the whole week expect Friday..Im super stressed!!Who can help me??Finally tomorrow is the last paper for the MSt!! I wasnt happy but rather pretty SAd and DISappointed!! I dont think I will do well for all the Modules..I was super regretted that I didnt put in more effort to prepare during that TWO Weeks vacation for this MST..So I think I deserved to get BAD results..Yesterday was a idiot and lousy DAy for me, as I have my UCCD module test and which I think I sure CAnnot pass..The paper had two sections and each section carries 50 marks!! I this stupid Girl didnt managed to complete the paper..I didnt do my whole of section of B..My precious 50 marks just fly away!! My friends kept saying maybe I will pass this paper as I managed to finished my section A but guys I have no single confidence for Section A at all. Also I skipped one of the part of Section A which is 9 marks..I have never in my life felt so depressed for my test..As for today, it was no better I cant do quite a number of Questions..What wrong with me!!God please help me!! People told me what is done is done but do you guys really know how I felt in my heart??Is easy to say but super hard to do...

I really dont know what to do..Kept thinking of that module and how many mark I will get?? Im afraid that I got no marks for that paper..Now I really hope tomorrow paper will be better??

Away from the sad stuff..Yesterday, YiSiang bought me a ADIDAS watch at Amk HUb..So happy and excited to have a brand new watch from him..I bought him a ADIDAS watch too which caused me to be severely broke..I have not even a single cent lo..My Yi Siang have to feed me me for the rest of the week if not I will be hungry to death..

Originally, We wanted to buy the full black adidas watch however when we went to ask the salesperson,it only left last one and is the display.So no choice we cant buy the same watch together, so I choose the black with silver in the front one and he took the display full black..He really like the full black watch so much that he is willing to take the display watch..AIyo..

My new watch..haha..

Is my watch too black?? DOnt know whether I have bought the wrong colour..

HAHA..Went to Vivo city just like what we have planned for the schedule..My BOyBOy went to E-ZONE to play what stupid tennis game lo..And one thing FUNNY is there was a TALL guy standing beside YiSiang playing same game.The different IN THE HEIGHT was super funny lo..I HAVE A PHOTO TO SHOW..Also we bought jelly beans at Raffle City.I thought of buying the donut FActory but too bad the person told us that they hAVE stopped making the donut for the day..So she told us that we might be not able to get the donut by the time we reached the counter..SAD..

The different in the HEIGHT!!

This is a small package of JELLY BEANS!!

THIS HOW IT LOOK IN THE WHOLE..

NICE??My BOyBOy wearing glasses??

Please give me comment about this photo at my tag board..Thank ALot..

Personally I feel that YiSiang wear glasses nicer and look more mature..

I am so bored at home!!Can someone ask me out??My MST exams are coming to haunt me next week..HOW!!!I am still not yet well prepare for the exams..I have no mood to study..


Finally later I'm going out not staying at home to study!!!WOOHoo..I'm going out with YiSiang to Vivo City to buy some dog tibits for his dogs. His mum asked us to go buy as there is no more tibits for the dog le..So happy lo..At least there is a reason for me to drag that LAZY YiSiang to go out..Where can I get MOney??So that I can go shopping to buy some clothes and assessories??I'm super poor now till I have to borrow $10.00 from my sister..This is my first time borrowing money from her lo..SAD!!


HAHa..My BOyBOy wearing raincoat..

ALL THE PICTURES WERE TAKEN AT AMK HUB!!!

My sister and me!!

Me Kissing My BOyBOy(bb)!!

Me and My BOyBOy(bb)!!

My BOyBOy(bb) was super BORED!!

On SaturDay,Me and YiSiang and My sister and her Boy went to AMK hub to shop for awhile as me and my sister have to meet my mother at Amk to go to my cousin house..I was thinking of going to Amk hub on wednesDAy again to catch surf's up movie at the NEW Cathay there and have my dinner at the New York New york restaurant, wonder the food there nice anot??But one thing for sure is I will get super FULL after having my meal as the serving is kind of huge..Hope that me and YiSiang will have enough money on Wed to spend..HAHA..

This is a picture when I was drinking my Ice Lemon Tea and took a shot of me..Super WEIRD lo..BUt surprisingly YiSiang think is NICE!!!
Oh My God..YiSiang look so SCARY like almost wanted TO kill me!!




Finally I managed to change my blogskin with the help with my Sister' Bf, Kai An. TOo lazy to blog anything today so I decided to just upload pictures..


tHIS is my dear sister and her super NICE Boyf..

So tired today as I have been travelling around Singapore from Woodlands Polychinic to Alexandra Hospital to Thomson Medical Centre to My grandma House to YiSiang House.

HAHA..I have went to so many places in one day BUT my outfit was super UGLY and I STINK lo..

I'm in the rushed in the morning and have no time to properly took my nice bathe..So regret for the whole day WHY I dont take my shower before I go out in the morning!!!

NOW I'm super tired and sleepy but before I went to bed I wanted to upload some pictures to spice up my blog..

P.S : For BB, hope you get well soon..WHo say I dont care about you??DOnt think too much..HAHA..

This is the bag that my poly friends bought for me..

A cute pencil tin that my sister bought it for me..HAHA..

Firstly I wanted to thanks to all my friends for remember my birthday and did send me a nice and sweet sms to me on my birthday..I really appreciated it, please dont think that I never reply means I dont bother about it.I didnt reply is because my sms for this month already excess the given free sms range le that why I didnt reply..Please dont be mad at me..
Another thing was I wanted to specially thanks to my polytechnic friends for giving me a surprise by dropping at my house on monday..Although I found it before you guys can surprised me, but I did feel touched and shocked that you guys would actually come all the way from soooo far to my house..HAHA..Also for the mango cake,I did finished it when i reached at night..Dont worry that I did not eat or throw away..

WOOhoo just now went to do manicure with fiona at cck..So sorry for fiona that I made her to travel all the way from commonwealth to woodlands then back to cck again..Luckily she didnt blame me or say anything about it..I must confessed that if that person is me I will sure blame that person for wasting my time amd money to travel to woodlands then back to cck again..Aiyo..Haha..I love my nails so much lo..Got the manicure for free make me even more happier..As if I did not have the free coupon then I will have to pay $18.00 for the so called "express Manicure".Today I went back to the promotion place thought that maybe can do the survey and get a free coupon for my sister but there is no more survey le..Kind of disappointed and sad, however when I was doing my manicure fiona asked the lady and happened to find out that french manicure for finger nails only cost $7.00!!! I think that this price is consider super cheap le..SO I have decided to pay for my sister to do her french manicure for her coming birthday as part of her present..Oh, I am such a good sister in the world.HAha..
As for my dearest Yi Siang I will buy your birthday present next week as I really not enough MOney to buy a wind breaker for you..Sorry that I didnt manage to celebrate your birthday with you yesterday..I was quite sad too..Sorry..I try to promise you that I wont doubt you again..I know I have spoilt your mood and also your birthday celebration because of my unreasonable and stubborn character. Hope that you can forgive me..I will keep everything you make or buy for me..Just contiune doing your another big project for me..
As for my sister ,I will definitely buy you presents for your birthday..Tell you I will buy you not only one present but 3 presents in total..

Hooo.Tomorrow is a big day for my dear Yi Siang as tomorrow, 6/6/2007 is his 19th birthday..I as his dearest and nicest Girlfriend in the world will of cause be with him and help him to celebrate his birthday with him..OMG!!!I am such a nice and good girfriend..But I haven plan anything yet for him..How>>If someone read my blog can teach or give me some ideas as how to plan for his big day tomorrow..Thank you so much..
Another thing last satursday I happened to go to civil center as Su ling Said she wanted to deposit her money so I accompany her.What happened was, there was like some promotion by Citibella and the salesperson approached me and asked me to help her to do a survey for her..As a marketing student,I helped her to do a survey form and guess what she actually gave me a free coupon for a express manicure..So lucky lo.. So I am able to pamper myself..
But I think tomorrow I will go do the survey again as I wanted to get one more of the free coupon..I wanted to give it to my sister cause her birthday is coming soon too.. Wanted to surprise her with the free manicure..Hope that tomorrow, there will still have the survey thing and Hopefully I can get one for my sister..