I quarrelled with my mum again today!!! I seriously find that she don't understand me and doesn't know what exactly I wanted..She only know how to scold and shout at me??CAn't she care for me once??Why can't she sit down and have a nice chat with me rather than shouting at me??I'm not a small kid..
WHY??
I wanted to hang out with my friends also wrong..To her whatever SHIT I do also seems to be wrong..I think I should just stop hanging out after school and go home straight home be a "nerdy girl"..Break up with my boyfriend..Study everyday..Stop hanging out with my friends..Stay at home always..
Another thing is my mum likes to compare my sister and me which really pissed me off and irritate me to an extreme!! To her, she always feel that my sister is the better one and has the higher possible chance that she will go University than me..So..Do I care??
Is going JC means more smarter, better, have a more prospect future??Then what is about Poly??Means stupid, no future, get low paid job??What is all this?? I will prove to her that she is totally wrong!!!
Is going to JC then proceed to University that good??
I'm really confused....
I hated all this!!!
What should I do?? In order to communicate to my mother and to tell what I really wants and needs??
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