BUSy With ProJEct...

Everyday I was doing my project, typing and typing my report everynight..Haiz..So many projects need to be completed by next friday..I am really going to be dead lo..I still haven started my RWPS report which the deadline for the report is next friday and the pages required is 15 pages..Oh My..What am I doing seriously?Still dare to plan to go out to watch movie with YiSiang..
Now having my 3 hours break, so I decided to update my blog if not I dont think I will have no time to Update le..My life is SUper STRESSFUL!!!
STRESS ON MY STUDIES
STRESS ON MY EXAMS
STRESS ON MY PROJECTS
STRESS ON MY PRESENTATION
STRESS ON MY REALATIONSHIP WITH PEOPLE..
I think my temper is getting from bad to worse nowadays.. I kept on feeling angry over small things and quarrelled with people.. Especially my mother and YiSiang..
I really dont know why my mother cant understand my feelings and I have already grown up..I am not that little small girl anymore who always have to stick to you..

I AM A BIG GIRL NOW!!! I need my freedom and private space...
Although I am still not yet a really a adult yet but I have learn to think and make decision myself..

WHY cant my mother dont understand this??Always say since I have already grow up, then I dont take pocket money from her..And go work to support myself..WHY?? I think we have serious communication break down..
Am I asking too much??

I really hope I can tell my mummy the truth that I have a boyfriend..I hate to lie to her and keep things from her.. why is my mother so different from other people mother?? Why my friends' mother can accept and wont object their girl to have boyfriend?? Am I really that childish to manage a relationship?
Seems to me that all my friends' mother treat them very good and give them alot of freedom.. Why??

To my sister: you really think I hate my mummy??Or I dont care about her? If i dont bother about her I wont get angry with her..Do you know that..I am already 19 years old going to be 20 in next few months..Do you know when I quarrelled with mummy I feel so bad and guilty..Sometime I even cried after in my room.. I always wanted to say SORRy to her but I dont have the gut to say to her..As in our house we dont practiced that culture..I thought that we share common mindset as our age gap is not that wide..

What am I suppose to do?? In order to get answers to all my problems??